Life has been really slow today. There's not much to do in the office, and I just have to stay here for the 3.30 meeting. Most of my mind lately have been wandering towards what I am and where I stand now. To be honest, I feel that I've been a huge disappointment for my parents and also my wife so far. I've let them down in so many occasions and I think I've done nothing to pay them back. Something needs to change. I need to change coz I'm so sick of myself right now. To make it worse, things aren't really conducive for the time being and my mind has already looked like a dark labyrinth with no way out whatsoever. Step into it and you'll know what I mean. But then, nobody with a sound state of mind would want to do it.
So, what now? I haven't seen that silver lining that you promise me. All I see is myself looking back at me full of hatred with what he sees.
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