The past month was like a whirlwind to me. It came and went quickly, and I hardly remembered what I did then.
I was swamped with works, and was able to get out of it black and blue.
During that time, some things also became clearer to me. Things that I wouldn't ever consider previously, but now I could make a decision about them instantly.
All things that were dear to me were just swept aside. Whenever I had a bit of time to breathe, I just wanted to make use of it for myself. I needed that to stay sane and sober.
I was at the lowest points of my life most of the time, and everything was always looking grey and blurred to me. Even watching United also felt distant now.
Maybe I was just tired of the pettiness of life and everything about it.
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I hope you're not planning of committing suicide!
Yeah, it does feel sucked to be at our lowest point, especially when people seem to be rude and think that you're whining.
All the best, I'm crossing my fingers for you!
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